If...
星期三, 五月 14, 2008
If I missed you every day,
Will you even look at me?
If I’m sorry,
Will you be the one to pardon me?
If I made my move,
Will you be the one to follow it?
If you were the one I love,
Will you love me in the end?
If life is a statement,
Will you be the fact of what I’m?
If I tried to be the one,
Will you hug me in the night?
If I risk my life for you,
Will you care for me even once?
If I reached my limits,
Will you meet me for the last?
If fate would have us on,
Will you become my life?
If I could just make you disappear from my life,
Will my life be better?
If I could just poke myself with a knife,
Will the pain overcomes you?
If I could just stop my heart,
Will my heart ease to fall for you?
If my mind had stopped working,
Will you be out of my mind?
There won’t be any If at all because you’re not with me, because you’re not the one who used to love me, because you’re not the one who would forgive me at all and because you’ve changed… Things have changed since the day of 19th passed. Things have passed since that day had itself passed too.
If you were to see this, will you be the one to stop me for longing on you? If you were the one to hear this, will you ease my heart from bleeding? I wish there was any If, because If you were here in this moment on, I will not hurt you anymore, I will shield you with my life, I will be the one to make things happen and together we will live till the end of the world.
No matter how hard I cried, no matter how hard I tried, there just won’t be any If in your life, there just won’t be a reason for you to pardon my sin.
My soul would be halves without you, my life would be tarnished without you, and my heart just won’t be pure without you anymore.
I wish I would have the courage to ease my heart on falling on you, I wish I would have the guts to calm my feelings for you, I wish I would have stopped my brain from thinking of you and you will be certainly freed from your eyesore……
X1ng..
标签: A letter for ning..
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5/14/2008 10:48:00 上午