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Life is too short for us to be wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happened for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, it's just worth it after you've achieve it .

:: ~ * The Angel's Life * ~ ::

I'm lost..

星期三, 三月 12, 2008

Rainy day.. Helpless..

I got no idea what happened yesterday, as I'm not the one who were in any part of this situation.. at least not yesterday.. It reminds me of 3 years ago, when she broke up with me.. and she cried too.. I'm really so helpless, that I couldn't do anything but just to stand there and let her cried, I admit that I was the biggest fool to let her go at that point.. because the words of the girl in the situation last night make me realize that it's true that if you don't want to lose someone, things you need to do is just to get a strong grip on her.. but at that point, I do not have any of the courage to do so..

well... no point to think of it now.. it just won't make me go anywhere, but to feel more helpless..

what makes me feel bad is that, a girl cried right in front of me.. and I, once again can't do anything or at least make any words of comfort to her.. and actually I felt like crying too.. how helpless was I?.. sigh..

I was racing to get back to my home.. I'm already feeling sleepy when I'm driving.. if there was any speed trap.. I think by now I would get at least 10 summons.. yet, when I reached I couldn't sleep.. I sent an e-mail to the girl and chatted with her awhile then I went to bed...

.. roll and roll and roll.. don't know why.. I just couldn't fall asleep even though I tried my hardest to do so.. at least .. rolled for hours on my bed.. it was cold, a very cold night.. make me think of her more.. and .. at last.. even when I felt asleep I dream of her too.. is she really that overwhelming? .. I don't really know.. maybe the caffeine reacted on me, as I drank my coffee without any condiments yesterday.. the coffee taste incredibly bitter.. even though I used to drink my coffee that way.. ...

标签： 13th of March 2008 - 1451, Thursday

Nicholas - x1ng's Angel <
3/12/2008 11:47:00 下午

:: ~ * Nicholas - x1ng * ~ ::

*~ Age: 20 ~*
*~ Gender: Male ~*
*~ Astrological Sign: Aries ~*
*~ Zodiac Year: Dragon ~*
*~ Occupation: Student ~*
*~ Education to Date: Diploma in the making.. ~*
*~ Location: - no where - : lost in the middle of the forest of life : ~*
*~ lost in the middle of the forest of life, Singapore ~*

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A tribute to my love - ShiChin 17th of July 2008 ~*

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*~ I'm a typical little boy that lost in the middle of no where, though I'm sure I will be able to find a way out soon enough and who knows I might met the princess in the forest and we will be out of here together and have a happy ever after stories =) ~*

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* ~ My Favorite Fountain ~ *
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Honey Dew Juice
Cocktail
Sky Juice
Soy Milk
Milk
Milk Shake
Iced Lemon Tea
Jasmine Tea
Green Tea
White Wine * unknown list *
Cool Blue McFizz * McDonald *
Mocha
Cappuccino
Latte
Red Wine * unknown list *

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* ~ Food Mountain ~ *
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Sushi
Starbucks
Some Indian Food
Sizzling Stone Grill
Seoul Garden
Secret Recipe
Pizza
McDonald
McCafe, Australia
Manhattan Fish Market
Kim Gary Bistro
Italiannese
Delifrance
Buffet ( hotel's )
Johnny's Restaurant

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*~ my wish list ~*
1st wish :
* ~ study in poly in singapore ( diploma ) ~ *

2nd wish :
* ~ study in australia ( degree -> ph.D ) ~ *

3rd wish :
* ~ get married and have 2 children ~*

4th wish :
*~ retired and live with my spouse in Paris ~*

^~ little wishes ~^