New Journey...
星期四, 五月 01, 2008
Moody, Sunny – 31’C
Don’t know why, but I'm just feeling moody today, wanted to chat with people. Hmm, maybe it’s nothing new about me being moody, been like this for ages. But today definitely not the same, might due to the fact that I’ll be leaving for KL tomorrow – another beginning of a new chapter and journey of my life which I won't be really enjoy it at all.
Something has been haunting me for ages since 2005, not what you think it is. Not those dirty thing haunting me, but something else, or maybe it’s me, myself who’s been exaggerating that effect by thinking too much of it? That's because I really care about it, too much perhaps. After all she’s my first and seriously only after we separated only I know that I’m the one who’s been offered love by her – weird, but true and I need it badly. Tender care and love from the one I love....
It’s not really good to think much about it isn’t it? After all, those days has passed long ago, like 3 - 4 years? Well, at this point, a new beginning of my journey in my life, I will have to try not to think too much of it and let it be history, since I have something really important in my to do list and my future is actually at stake if I fail to complete this task, the very task that set by myself. So! Come on, get on with it Nicholas!! Wake up!! Move ahead already!! Work hard!! Study smart!!
Been eyeing on something lately, hand really itchy but seriously although I do have the money to buy that phone… but I swear I can’t be like this forever, keep wanting things that I already own, as this will lead me to nowhere but poorer and I’m certain that I wouldn’t want to be like that. Self control!! Self control!! Come on, I already had 2 phones and 1 PDA, I don’t really need another 1 after all, it just would show that I’m a spendthrift! Yeah, I’ve to have self control over myself and my wallet =) so I will just let it be at the moment.
Have been chatting with Janet much lately, guess I’m already start to miss her. Ok, not what you think, we’re just good friend I guess? After all she already has someone she likes. I wish you good luck here, girl, with your Irish Coffee =)
By the way, me too am a little bit nervous now, because I might get a chance to meet Elaine, but I’m certainly have to work it out well, maybe not as couple, but at least best friend?
Guess you would laugh at me if you know that I haven’t even pack my things even though I’ll be leaving tomorrow~ haha… There’s not much belongings to pack also, I could count it all out here. Hmm, let’s see what I have and do some simple counting here:
i. My Vaio and Acer
ii. 1 Lexmark printer
iii. 1 Sonic Gear speakers
iv. 1 PlayStation 2
v. Some clothes, maybe 2/3 of my wardrobe
vi. 1 Nike bag carrying all essential documents
Guess that’s all I need, little isn’t it? Oh yeah, I will of course bring along my doggie and pooh pillow together =)
Countdown to KL: Approximate 15 hours?
标签: 1st of May 2008 - 1856, Thursday
Nicholas - x1ng's Angel <
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