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Life is too short for us to be wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happened for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, it's just worth it after you've achieve it .

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If...

星期三, 五月 14, 2008

If I missed you every day,
Will you even look at me?

If I’m sorry,
Will you be the one to pardon me?

If I made my move,
Will you be the one to follow it?

If you were the one I love,
Will you love me in the end?

If life is a statement,
Will you be the fact of what I’m?

If I tried to be the one,
Will you hug me in the night?

If I risk my life for you,
Will you care for me even once?

If I reached my limits,
Will you meet me for the last?

If fate would have us on,
Will you become my life?

If I could just make you disappear from my life,
Will my life be better?

If I could just poke myself with a knife,
Will the pain overcomes you?

If I could just stop my heart,
Will my heart ease to fall for you?

If my mind had stopped working,
Will you be out of my mind?

There won’t be any If at all because you’re not with me, because you’re not the one who used to love me, because you’re not the one who would forgive me at all and because you’ve changed… Things have changed since the day of 19th passed. Things have passed since that day had itself passed too.
If you were to see this, will you be the one to stop me for longing on you? If you were the one to hear this, will you ease my heart from bleeding? I wish there was any If, because If you were here in this moment on, I will not hurt you anymore, I will shield you with my life, I will be the one to make things happen and together we will live till the end of the world.
No matter how hard I cried, no matter how hard I tried, there just won’t be any If in your life, there just won’t be a reason for you to pardon my sin.
My soul would be halves without you, my life would be tarnished without you, and my heart just won’t be pure without you anymore.
I wish I would have the courage to ease my heart on falling on you, I wish I would have the guts to calm my feelings for you, I wish I would have stopped my brain from thinking of you and you will be certainly freed from your eyesore……

X1ng..

标签： A letter for ning..

Nicholas - x1ng's Angel <
5/14/2008 10:48:00 上午

Jokes... Trouble Again..

Complicated, Sunny – 26’C

Even after so many problems arise… There’s uproar in the morning today… I’m not sure what happened but, my half brother woke me up with a “BANG” of his room door… And in a sleepy mood, I listened to his shriek.. It goes like this “I’m tired of this…. What for I work so hard??” It goes on with his indon wife shrieking too and crying “let me off…” The next thing I know, his wife took a knife and ran my brother off with it threatening to kill him if he don’t let her go…

What a crazy family… and so I heard my mum told me later, my brother was drunk and choke his son and later I heard that his wife go eat LSD… how cool is that? … It’s d4mned much trouble I’ve on my hand already and please! Give me a break, I don’t want to get whirlpool in this anymore … god bless all these people… (and d4mn those too)..

标签： 14th of May 2008 - 1741, Wednesday

Nicholas - x1ng's Angel <
5/14/2008 02:40:00 上午

Personality Test..

I've took a personality test recently conjured by my sis's friend.. I found the test is quite amazing because its outcome is rather accurate!
It is said that I'm related to this traits, cautious, accurate, precise and patient.. I value Procedure and support, and seek for fact and timely… I avoid uncertainty and changes… When under pressure I might evades and may also compromise..

"My advantages are that methodical and cautious, I will need time to produce results of high quality, concentrating on accuracy and detail. Prefer to plan ahead, and concentrates on careful organisation and the avoidance of risks and complications, takes care to anticipate difficulties. My skills is said to be lie in finding useful and realistic solutions to problems.

My disadvantage is that I'm lack of assertiveness in my personality which coupled with my naturally reserved and reticent approach, which can lead others to assume that I have no interest in my work. This is not necessarily true, as I simply prefers to keep my feelings, either positive or negative to myself but perceptions of others may lead to difficulties of communication and further integration.

In terms of relationships, my basically passive style means that only under the most unusual circumstances will I make an initiating step in a social situation (or, indeed, in a situation of any kind). More commonly, I will wait for others to make contact and respond appropriately. I do have a social side to my nature, and values friendships.

My current attempt to present myself as less reliant on other's views may impact on my communication style. The main apparent change from my natural approach will be a slightly more assertive stance on issues that I see as important. "

Well personally, I think this test is really good for me because I myself not sure what I'm and I'm sure this will be very important for me to make myself better in terms of life, relationships and work or studies..

标签： annonymous

Nicholas - x1ng's Angel <
5/14/2008 02:25:00 上午

Aries's Traits

For what I know about Aries ( duh, I’m an Aries ), it is said that we’re represented by Mars so basically we’re Martian? It is said that, we love challenges and are dominance, but if you said we would be like that in relationship? I don’t think so… I’m rather passive although there maybe times that I will make the first move, but that would be after under serious consideration of the consequences because I love to think ahead.. Yeah, we’re plain enough to be understands easily only if you wanted to do so..

Haha, Aries do loves to show their toys and gadgets =) So yeah, I do hope that my girl have traits of girls like pretty, thoughtful, cute smart etc.. Aries love to compliment their girl and magnify our girls good point if you know what I meant, hehe =) that means, it’s like there’s no bad point in the girl we love…

This is a little bit funny, but true.. Aries prefer the likes of prince and princess love life, that is happy ever after and eternal love from the girl we love and at the same time we give them the same.. I think this is every couple dream? Not only Aries right? Hehe…

Aries projected a playboy image to people? I don’t think so? Or at least I’m not… when I’m into a girl, I will stick to her till the end well to tell you the truth, Elaine still my first choice even after all these years.. And yeah, I put in all my efforts into my relationship and it end up I’m in deep hurt…..
Well, sometimes Aries might be a little selfish but it’s only because we don’t know what to do at times not that we’re not thoughtful for girls…

One thing is, when we fight, hell yeah… we must win or else our confidence will be shattered! This is real bad if we argue with our girls.. But deep in heart, we know we are wrong at it, and we will apologize after that and hope for your forgiveness…

Of course, when Aries comes to marriage, I’m really serious about it, I care about it, and even though I might be a little selfish in my opinion, but that’s only because I care for you not just days, weeks, months, years.. It’s about whole life, I will took it as my responsibilities to take care of my girl for eternity =) yeah you heard me~

“after being a father, you would notice they will like your children, will call you “mummy” it shows our inner child” hehe… that would be a statement I think.. That’s because even though after we have our own children, we still need tender care from our love one right~ because from start, we think that you’re the best in our life and we hope for the same in you =)

In regards to Janet’s post to Aries Men =)

标签： annonymous

Nicholas - x1ng's Angel <
5/14/2008 12:10:00 上午

:: ~ * Nicholas - x1ng * ~ ::

*~ Age: 20 ~*
*~ Gender: Male ~*
*~ Astrological Sign: Aries ~*
*~ Zodiac Year: Dragon ~*
*~ Occupation: Student ~*
*~ Education to Date: Diploma in the making.. ~*
*~ Location: - no where - : lost in the middle of the forest of life : ~*
*~ lost in the middle of the forest of life, Singapore ~*

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A tribute to my love - ShiChin 17th of July 2008 ~*

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*~ I'm a typical little boy that lost in the middle of no where, though I'm sure I will be able to find a way out soon enough and who knows I might met the princess in the forest and we will be out of here together and have a happy ever after stories =) ~*

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* ~ My Favorite Fountain ~ *
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Honey Dew Juice
Cocktail
Sky Juice
Soy Milk
Milk
Milk Shake
Iced Lemon Tea
Jasmine Tea
Green Tea
White Wine * unknown list *
Cool Blue McFizz * McDonald *
Mocha
Cappuccino
Latte
Red Wine * unknown list *

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* ~ Food Mountain ~ *
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Sushi
Starbucks
Some Indian Food
Sizzling Stone Grill
Seoul Garden
Secret Recipe
Pizza
McDonald
McCafe, Australia
Manhattan Fish Market
Kim Gary Bistro
Italiannese
Delifrance
Buffet ( hotel's )
Johnny's Restaurant

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*~ my wish list ~*
1st wish :
* ~ study in poly in singapore ( diploma ) ~ *

2nd wish :
* ~ study in australia ( degree -> ph.D ) ~ *

3rd wish :
* ~ get married and have 2 children ~*

4th wish :
*~ retired and live with my spouse in Paris ~*

^~ little wishes ~^