Toward an Organized Life....


星期六, 六月 07, 2008

Dreaming, Average – 26’C

Somehow today I feel that I can touch loneliness, probably because I’m in the rented room alone and out there my housemate all back to their hometown or maybe go out and have fun at this very Saturday. What left only me, a lonely boy in this silent night, everything has been really quiet today since I’m the only one here.

Anyway, I’m not going to spend my day just sitting in the room. I’ve already sketch out a plan for managing my time, this time I will follow it strictly and get everything done in time and learn to be punctual and exact. Everything seems to be working out really fine after all, and maybe I might get a chance to meet her before I go to Singapore, because after this we will really be parting and most important of all fulfill my wishes to celebrate her birthday with her….

Counting from now, its 3 more month time before I part with msia at last, an exile, a relief, a journey to success which will begin in this moment, everything is dependent on my performance now. No matter how hard it would be, no matter how tough it might be, I will take no tolerance in hesitance, I will go on, continue the route that I’ve chosen and be in the lead. Anyway, I can anticipate that it won’t be easy at all, because from my experience in last tutorials and lectures, I couldn’t get anything from it.

And in the social part, I think I’m doing a little better than before, I learned how to socialize with the people beside me, I dare to stand out now, not like the me that try to avoid any connection. Though still, I still have much to learn, the knowledge isn’t limited, not at all, what limited is just us. Through this I’ve signed up for the debate competition that day to learn and improve myself. At least these days I dare to do stuff that I won’t do usually, being active in everything. Maybe I might join in the swimming club for some lessons to enhance my swimming skills.

I felt that I really learned a lot by coming to KL. I learn the importance of leadership, time management, socialize, utilizing of money, and support and friendship. And maybe love… Once the most important element in my life which I’ve try to dilute it, but that doesn’t meant that I don’t need it anymore, is just that I’ve become considerable in some degree, and I know this isn’t the right time for me to engage in a relationship although I really wanted to. Thus I learned that self-limit is really important too =)

标签： 7th of June 2008 - 2252, Saturday

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